Dear Diary,

I MISSED U GUYS SO MUCHHHH

I took a big step away from spacehey cus of all the drama regarding moderation, and even though people have been complaining for like 7 months, An didn't do stuff about it until two months ago o(╥﹏╥)o. there's a new invite system, and the moderation is changing a lot, so I hope it actually goes well, and I can start using spacehey again with no worries. 

I also decided that it would be easier for me to write my blogs on spacehey and copy paste them into Neocities cus I feel like I write more naturally when I'm on Spacehey. 

OK SO WHAT I'VE REALLY BEEN UP TO.... 

I went to prom (yippieee so funnn ヽ(^◇^)/), and I took lots of pictures and went on the dance floor, and I had a sleepover at my friend's afterwards which was super super fun. I had a funeral the next day, and I got into a really big fight with my mom over it, and it lowk pissed me off, but it's over, and now I think I might have a babysitting gig (I'm scared idk how to babysit an 11 year old ಥ_ಥ) idek if I'll even have the time and energy to do baysitting anymore all the preschoolers traumatized me :(. 

I also had a small crush on this guy named ryan, but then I found out that he's gonna be a finance bro, and I got rlly sad and now my love for him faded. 

writing this blog on spacehey is making me super nostalgic towards my dream school in NYC and New York in general. I wanna go back to last summer cus that was truly the only time I was free. Those three weeks still feel like a fever dream to me. I fell in love in the city and took it with me from Madison Square Park, to Central Park, and then back to my dorm. I also remember that one grocery shop that I was obsessed with cus it looked so vintage, especially with how the store was formatted... oh the good old days. Even if I enjoy my life at the college I'm going to, I know I will come back to my dream school in NYC I just know it. I want to at least graduate from my dream school in NYC ykwim? I also want unlimited ramune and a wallet that never goes empty. 

I also have to start decorating my grad cap and continue practicing my digital art skills, which I've been kind of unmotivated to do these days cus I've been putting all of my art power into my mural, which I'm FINALLY almost done with. I also have to talk more with my roommate about decorating our dorms cus I know she is gonna want to do that and also the fact that I have therapy every other tuesday. 

I'll get to that later tho. 

anywayyysss Imma clean my room and get back into art.